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  The Girl from Cotton Lane

  HARRY BOWLING

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  Copyright © 1992 Harry Bowling

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  First published as an Ebook Headline Publishing Group in 2010

  All characters in this publication are fictitious and any resemblance

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Acknowledgements

  1920

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  1931

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Chapter Forty

  Harry Bowling was born in Bermondsey, London, and left school at fourteen to supplement the family income as an office boy in a riverside provisions’ merchant. He was called up for National Service in the 1950s. Before becoming a writer, he was variously employed as a lorry driver, milkman, meat cutter, carpenter and decorator, and community worker. He lived with his wife and family, dividing his time between Lancashire and Deptford. We at Headline are sorry to say that THE WHISPERING YEARS was Harry Bowling’s last novel, as he very sadly died in February 1999. We worked with him for over ten years, ever since the publication of his first novel, CONNER STREET’S WAR, and we miss him enormously, as do his many, many fans around the world.

  The Harry Bowling Prize was set up in memory of Harry to encourage new, unpublished fiction and is sponsored by Headline. Click on www.harrybowlingprize.net for more information.

  To my wife, Edna

  Acknowledgements

  With special thanks to Stephen, for his continuing and untiring assistance and expertise. Also to Mrs Nel Mason, for her specialist knowledge and help.

  1920

  Chapter One

  Fifteen months had passed since the end of the Great War, and now the docks and wharves of London were filling up with produce and commodities of all kinds. Along London’s fast-flowing River Thames freighters and trampers were steaming in on every tide, and the jetties and berths echoed all day long with the sounds of wheeling cranes, dockers’ shouts and curses, and the chugging of busy tugs. The dirty, oily waters of the river were lifeblood to the capital, and the steady throb of activity along its shores was as the living heart of London.

  Cotton Lane in dockland Bermondsey was one of the many small cobbled streets which served the wharves, and it differed very little from other riverside throughways. It smelt of clay mud, petrol fumes and horsedung, and it was narrow and grimy. It had got its name from the bales of jute which were once landed at its high wharves. A few low hovels that had once been homes to river people were now derelict, and an empty building which was once a sailmaker’s and then a barge-builder’s premises now stood empty after its last owner, a steam-traction engineer, foundered in the changing times. The cobbled lane boasted a pub, the Bargee, which the rivermen used, but it saw very few customers once the wharf gates clanged shut. Cotton Lane had a corner shop which was a favourite eating-place of the rivermen and horse and motor drivers. The premises had recently been painted in a garish olive green and over the shopfront large gilt lettering announced it as ‘Bradley’s Dining Rooms’.

  All day long the murky weather had held over the River Thames and as night closed in the February fog swirled out into the narrow cobbled lanes and backstreets of Bermondsey. It was more than an hour since the last of the horsecarts had clattered through Cotton Lane and now the fog was thickening. The sound of heavy boots in the street below faded and Carrie Bradley stretched out her stockinged feet towards the coke fire and yawned. It had been a hard day. The Danish butter freighter was in dock, and along the river wall laden barges were moored and waiting for daylight. For the next week or two there would be work enough for the rivermen, and they would shoulder their way into the dining rooms during the coming days for mugs of steaming tea and coffee, bacon sandwiches and thick slices of new bread liberally coated with dripping. It was how it had been for the past two weeks and the young woman tried to ignore her protesting muscles and her aching back as she stared into the hearth and watched the tiny flames flickering in and out of the carefully banked-up grate.

  Down in the shuttered shop below Fred Bradley finished scrubbing the cutting-board and stood it on its end against the wall to dry. It was the last of his nightly chores and he looked around once more to make certain that he had not forgotten anything before going up to the room where his young wife was resting. Fred was in his mid-forties, a heavily built man with thick, dark hair that was streaked with grey above his ears. His wide-spaced eyes were dark and brooding, but there was a softness in them which mirrored his nature and which his wife Carrie found to be comforting and reassuring. It was his soft eyes that had put her at ease the first time she met him, when she timidly knocked at his door just a few years ago, the evening when Fred employed a helper and found his future wife.

  Carrie eased her position in the cushioned chair and stretched again. She could hear Fred’s footsteps on the stairs and knew that her short reverie was over. There was the evening meal to prepare and Rachel to wash, feed and settle down for the night. Fred would offer to cook the meal and even wash the baby but Carrie always declined with a smile and a determined shake of her head. Her husband would have spent the whole day cooking for the steady stream of customers in the small, steamy back kitchen below and she felt that he needed a break. At first she had let him wash their three-month-old child but Fred’s face had become red and perspiration stood out on h
is forehead as he held the mite as though she were made of china. His large, gnarled hands had very gently stroked the soft flannel over the protesting muddle of arms and legs on his towelled lap, and when he held one leg by the ankle and it slipped from his grasp as the baby kicked, his sudden exclamation of horror had started a loud wail and reduced Carrie to a fit of laughter at her husband’s awkwardness. After that particular evening he had often volunteered to try again with the bathing, if half-heartedly, but seemed happy to be refused, though he was more confident about cooking the evening meal.

  Fred’s smile was brief as he entered the small sitting-room above the street on that February evening, and he turned and entered the back room where the baby lay in her cot. Carrie could hear his cooing to the child and the answering wail of discomfort and her face became serious for a moment or two. Normally her husband would make himself comfortable beside the fire, sometimes holding their child in his arms, and make small talk as she peeled the potatoes and washed the greens, but tonight Carrie knew it would be different. He had seen Tommy Allen sitting in the dining rooms that morning and noticed the young man exchange a few words with her before he left. It was all so innocent but Fred’s face had darkened and he had become quiet as he went about his work, the occasional grunt of irritation replacing the tuneless whistling and humming that usually emanated from the kitchen. But she had made Fred aware of her involvement with Tommy Allen from the start. It was a long time ago now. He had been her lover, her first love, and now he was married. It was the first time for a long while that Tommy had come into the dining rooms for his morning break and Carrie had spotted him from the window as he pulled up outside and climbed down wearily from his horsecart. She had been more than a little taken aback by his unexpected appearance in the area and also somewhat intrigued, though she had heard from one of the carmen who frequented the cafe that the young man had recently married.

  Fred came into the room and picked up the evening paper then settled himself in his usual chair. ‘Rachel needs changing,’ he said tersely.

  Carrie had already gathered up the baby’s toiletries in her arms and she left the room without answering him. She felt suddenly irritable as she bent over the cot and lifted the child to her breast. Fred was a lovely man, he was warm and tender towards her, and she knew that he loved her dearly, but he had become very possessive since Rachel was born. She had never given him any reason to feel suspicious, and she certainly never encouraged any impropriety with the carmen and dockers who came regularly into the dining rooms. There was the usual bawdy banter, of course, and it had been that way ever since she first put on her white apron and began serving behind the counter. Carrie remembered those early days clearly, how Fred had praised her cheerfulness and efficiency, and had been quick to point out that the upturn in trade was largely due to her. She had soon seen the potential of his drab and neglected establishment, and now they were married the business was doing very well. It was largely due to her that Fred had been able to secure the leasehold of the cafe and build up trade by extending the seating arrangement and brightening up the fare on offer. Even when the docks and wharves were quiet the local carmen often made detours so they could eat at Bradley’s Dining Rooms. Carrie remembered with a smile how Fred had reacted when she suggested renovating the back store room and putting a few tables in there. He had been apprehensive but had gone along with her idea all the same and now the small room was a regular haunt of the local foremen and managers, as well as a meeting-place for the trade union officials who held impromptu meetings over mugs of steaming hot tea and bacon sandwiches.

  Carrie sighed to herself as she threw the soiled towelling napkin in an enamel bucket at her feet and placed the clean and folded napkin under the baby’s bottom. The tiny child’s pale blue eyes stared up at her appealingly and she could not help feeling guilty. She had married Fred Bradley without being in love with the kind and considerate man who was employing her. She had entered into the union for her own reasons and she had taken her marriage vows with no thoughts other than to be a dutiful wife to him and to give him the happiness he deserved. From the beginning she had never tried to pretend that she was in love, although she was very fond of him, and Fred had told her he was happy that she cared enough for him to become his wife. He had hoped that in time she would have his children and one day she might come to love him.

  Carrie cooed softly as she fixed the large safety pin to the napkin and wrapped the child in a small flannelette sheet, tucking the edges under her chin as she cuddled the soft, sweet-smelling bundle to her. Fred was a good husband to her and the difference in their ages did not matter to Carrie. Her mother had pointed out to her that being married to an older man had its advantages. She had said there was less chance of being burdened down with a large brood and less risk of losing the husband to another woman. Her father, himself ten years older than her mother, seemed more concerned about his daughter marrying a man who was seventeen years older than her, and had felt that she was entering into the marriage largely because of the misfortune that had afflicted her family. He was right of course, Carrie thought, and as she nestled the child to her and placed the teat of the bottle against the child’s searching mouth she bit on her lip and tried to suppress the anger which welled up inside her.

  In the warm and cosy sitting-room Fred Bradley put down the evening paper and stared moodily into the bright fire. He had begun to feel that Carrie was really growing to love him, and having borne him his first child the future had seemed so promising, but now today he had been reminded that everything he had hoped and prayed for could so easily crumble into dust. Perhaps he was making too much of it. Tommy Allen was married now and it was not unnatural that he should have a conversation with Carrie, but the nagging feeling would not go away. Fred knew that his young wife and Tommy were once lovers and Carrie had been very upset when they parted. Perhaps she still yearned for him, he thought with a pang of anxiety. Maybe she wished it was still the young man who shared her bed instead of a man who was almost old enough to be her father. Maybe the young man was unhappy in his marriage and had made his feelings known to her. Maybe he and Carrie had discussed her marriage and she had told him things, secret things that were intimate to the marriage bed. They might have joked about his shortcomings as a husband and lover, he thought with anger and frustration building up inside him. True, he had struggled at first to satisfy his beautiful young bride; he had been too long a bachelor and too set in his ways. He had worked in his father’s cafe on the riverside almost from leaving school and was never allowed to make his own way in life. He had never been allowed to mix properly with women and his few lady friends were discouraged by his mother and not made welcome in the Bradley home. Only after his ageing parents had died and he was left to manage the dining rooms did he begin to look around for a wife, and Fred smiled bitterly at the memory. He had been pathetically shy and awkward, and one particularly painful experience had sent him back to his lonely flat with the firm belief that he would die a bachelor. The woman had taunted him for his lack of passion and forthrightness and she had walked off with one of the young dockers. If she had given him time he would have been able to show her passion, he knew, but it was hard for him to relax and act confidently after years of being cowed in a stern loveless household. Carrie had changed his life and he would somehow make her love him. He would also fight tooth and nail to keep her from the likes of Tommy Allen.

  The hot cinder falling from the grate jerked Fred from his thoughts and he licked his fingers and quickly tossed it back on to the fire.

  Carrie walked into the room and sat down heavily in her chair. ‘I’ve put the veg on an’ the chops are doin’ nicely,’ she announced flatly, waiting for the inevitable question.

  Fred merely nodded and picked up the paper, pretending to be engrossed in an article, and Carrie afforded herself a sly grin. Fred was no reader and he struggled with words. His look of deep contemplation only served to irritate her until she could bear the silenc
e no longer.

  ‘Tommy Allen was tellin’me ’is wife’s pregnant,’ she began.

  ‘Oh?’ Fred said offhandedly.

  ‘Yeah. She’s upset it’s ’appened so soon,’ Carrie went on. ‘Tommy’s over the moon. ’E said ’e wants loads o’ babies. Mind you, it’s all right fer ’im, ’e ain’t gotter ’ave ’em.’

  Fred closed the paper deliberately and put it down by his feet. ‘I wonder what brought ’im inter the cafe. I ain’t seen anyfing of ’im fer months,’ he said archly.

  ‘Well, if ’e was in the area it’s a foregone conclusion ’e’d pop in. We’re the best meal place round ’ere, an’ after all ’e used ter call in all the time when ’e ’ad that ovver job,’ Carrie reminded him.

  ‘Long as it’s not you ’e’s interested in,’ Fred said shortly.

  Carrie got up with a deep sigh. ‘Yer not startin’ that again, are yer, Fred?’ she said wearily. ‘I’ve told yer lots o’ times me an’ Tommy finished long ago. Yer know that well enough. I’ve got me ’ands full wiv servin’ an’ lookin’ after Rachel - that’s besides runnin’ the ’ome. I’ve got no time ter gallivant about.’

  ‘That’s all yer want, is it, the time?’ Fred said crossly.